With only weeks away, I find myself on the fast track to my 30th birthday. I look forward this new time in my life with a bubbling excitement and promises of hope. Because when I look back over the past few years I have really waded through some muddy waters, and pulled myself out of some treacherous trenches. Went through a divorce, but came out the woman I needed to be for both myself and my daughter. Found my footholds out of sinking sand and fix my eyes on a hopeful horizon. Lost the physical presence of my dad, and although I am steal skimming the surface of the deep waters that loosing a parent floods ones life with, I appreciate, love, and miss him.
In the midst of all of this, I really had to dig deep and find confidence, faith, and strength. I am definitely, positively, without a doubt certain that I don't have it all figured out and know there is still volumes upon volumes to learn from life. There is definitely still a lot to refine and some ugly inside I need to weed out. But, I am thankful for all that I've gone through, the good and the bad.
So, 30's...bring it. I'm ready for you.
This song I love by an artist I admire with lyrics that move me sums this blog blurb up quite well....
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